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  “Your figure is perfect.” The waitress approaches to take her plate so she can wrap it up for her. “I’ll take the check when you have a minute too,” I say.

  The waitress produces the bill from the pocket of her apron and hands it to me.

  “What do I owe?” Skyler asks.

  “I got it.”

  “Logan, let me pay for mine.”

  I shake my head and take a sip of my soda. “Are you trying to wound me? I let you pick the place. I’m paying the bill.”

  She tries to look mad but fails terribly. “Fine I’ll pay for mini golf then.”

  “We’ll see.” I laugh. There is no way I’m letting her pay for mini golf either, but I don’t want to fight her yet because I don’t want her to go home instead of coming out to have fun with me.

  When we get to my car, I remember I have the top down. “Do you want me to put the top up?”

  Skyler pulls a clip from her purse, gathers her hair up, and grins.

  I start the car and drive away.

  She’s quiet and I’m sure she’s thinking about me paying for dinner because technically we said we were going to dinner as friends. However, she has to see I want it to be more than that. I put on some music to try and distract her. She’s singing with the music, and she sounds lovely. I can tell she loves to sing. She’s glowing and has a huge smile on her face.

  The mini golf place is not far from the diner so we are only in the car about twenty minutes. As soon as I park, I jump out of the car and run to her door to open it.

  I reach for her hand and pull her toward me with a bit more force than I mean to, and she lands pressed against my chest. She looks up into my eyes with total amusement and I get lost for a moment in her brown eyes. I can smell her sweet coconut scent, and it makes me want to bury my face in her neck to take it all in.

  “You know you're beautiful, right?”

  Skyler instantly blushes. “I wouldn’t say I know I am, but I have been told.”

  I laugh. “Come on, let’s go have some fun.”

  We walk into the mini golf place holding hands, and once we get inside she’s so amused by all the walls painted in black and neon that it gives me the chance to pay without a fight. I hand her a club and a ball and we head off to the first hole. She takes her first shot and gets lucky. Her ball stops right before the hole so she runs up and taps it in so that she gets a two. My first shot I hit too hard and it bounces back at me, so it takes me three to get it in.

  “If I find out you’re playing badly on purpose I’ll be mad at you,” Skyler says with her hands across her chest, looking so damn cute.

  “Skyler, I promise I did not do that on purpose. I have not played in a long time and I’m not a golfer.”

  “Well, maybe you should lay off the gym a little. Your big muscles are making you hit the ball too hard.”

  I bite my tongue because I want to reply ‘let’s go to my place and I’ll show you my big muscle,’ but I just grin.

  She bends over to pick up the ball and it gives me a perfect view of her ass, and to make it even better, she’s wearing leggings. I feel a twitch in my pants and I have to mentally talk myself down. Down boy, not yet.

  We’re about halfway done when her luck runs out and now she’s having a hard time. I wrap my arms around her from behind so I’m helping her grip the club. We fit perfectly together and I can’t help but wonder if she can feel it too. Not only does she fit perfect against my body, there is a charge between us.

  “You’re trying too hard. Take a breath and lightly swing the club.”

  She does as I suggest and gets a hole in one; she’s jumping up and down, excited.

  “You sure you want to keep helping me? Because I’m pretty sure I’m winning.”

  I grip her by the waist and pull her against my body, this time on purpose. Her arms go around me and I look into her eyes. “If I get to see that gorgeous smile, I’ll absolutely help you.”

  Skyler bites her lip and bows her head to hide her blush.

  We finish our game and sure enough she has beaten me by two strokes. She’s ecstatic, making me feel like I’ll hear about this again. We head out to my car and before I open the door for her I press her against it. She looks up at me and gives me a flirtatious grin.

  “Do you know I have wanted to kiss those luscious lips of yours all night?” She says nothing but smiles wider. I put my thumb under her chin, lifting her face, and pull her lip free with my forefinger before I lower my mouth to hers. I kiss her gently and then hover for a minute, then she lifts her lips to mine. She pokes her tongue out, lightly licking my lips. I open to her and our tongues collide; I hold her by the nape of her neck and deepen the kiss.

  After a minute, as much as it kills me, I do the gentlemanly thing and pull away, opening the car door for her. I don’t want to press my luck on my first night out with her. She gets in the car looking slightly disappointed, and that’s a good thing. It means she’s starting to want me as much as I want her. For now I’ll take her to her car and let her think about it a bit more.

  Chapter 4

  Skyler

  I can’t wait to see Sadie tonight. Our paths have been crossing so we haven’t had a chance to talk about my date from the other night. Even I’m calling it a date now. I swear my lips are still tingling from our hot as hell kiss. Logan was so sweet and very much the gentleman. I texted him to tell him I had a great time and thank him for dinner and mini golf, but we haven’t talked since and I can’t help but wonder if he was disappointed that I wanted to pay for my own meal or if he wanted to do something more and I screwed up somehow.

  I’m all dressed up for my gig tonight when Sadie comes walking in the house. “I know you don’t have a lot of time, but I want you to tell me all about it.”

  I laugh at her dramatic entrance. “Hey, Sadie, how’s it going? I’ve missed you around here.” She jumps up from the table, gives me a hug, and says in a fake and over the top tone, “Hi, Sky, I’ve missed you so much. How was your date with Logan?”

  I crack up laughing. “Girl, you’re such an ass. I’ll tell you anyway though. My date with Logan was absolutely incredible. We went to the diner as planned and then he took me to this indoor mini golf place. It was pretty cool. It was all dark with black lights and neon paint. We had so much fun. He was wearing these jeans that I swear were tailor made for his ass, with a fitted V-neck navy blue shirt and boy did he smell so good.”

  Sadie’s laughing at me. “Are you going to wipe the drool from your face before you head out?”

  “I will, but only after I tell you about our kiss.”

  “Shut up! He kissed you?”

  I feel like a teenager bragging about how my boyfriend kissed me goodnight, but it was a wonderful kiss.

  “We were walking back to his car and he followed me to my side to open the door for me. He pinned me against his car and said, ‘Do you know I have wanted to kiss those lips all night?’ and then he kissed me.”

  Sadie’s squealing like a high schooler, but I frown thinking about the fact he hasn’t called me since.

  “What is it? Why aren’t you excited?”

  I look at her and shrug. “He hasn’t called or texted since. I sent him a text to thank him and tell him I had a nice time. We had a brief conversation and that was it.”

  “Interesting. Maybe he’s busy with the club. Jonah says he’s having an employee problem and he’s trying to figure out some new big idea he has.”

  “I hope so. I know about the big new idea. He asked me about it the other night. He’s working on promoting a singles night that can replace the 18+ crowd on Wednesdays. He’s assuming now that the college crowd is heading back to school they’re not going to come out as much on a Wednesday night so he’ll have a 21+ singles night. He wants to charge a cover that will include a fruit, cheese, and cracker table, and then they can buy their drinks.”

  “That’s kind of cool.”

  “That’s what I said. He wants to have live ent
ertainment, like a singer or some sort of soft music going to so people can mingle and talk without having to yell. He has even ordered wine for the bar to give it a classier feel.”

  “Sounds like he has a great idea. Did you tell him you sing?”

  I make a funny face at her. “No, you know how I am. I’m not going to be like, ‘Oh I sing, I’ll do it for you.’ That is a little forward, and you know damn well that isn’t me. What if he thinks I’m not good enough for his club?”

  “You know you would be fantastic and he would love to have you. I don’t know why you don’t just mention it to him.”

  “He said he was going to hold auditions. Maybe I’ll go to it and show him what I’ve got. That way I go through the process like everyone else and he can decide based on my level of talent not the fact that he likes my ass. Now, I love you and would love to talk more, but I have to go. I’ll be home late so don’t wait up.” I gather my stuff and head for the door.

  ***

  Logan

  I can’t believe I haven’t talked to Skyler since the night of our date. I’m trying to take it slow but her not calling me is driving me nuts. Maybe I shouldn’t have let her go that easily. We could have gone for drinks or I could have invited her to my place. I don’t have a roommate to worry about, but I felt like that would have been a bit forward. I had drinks with my best friend Trevor last night. We don’t see each other much anymore and I was bored because I was all caught up at work so I needed something to do. The bastard busted my balls because I was talking about Skyler all night. When I got home I spent the next hour in my in home gym so I could tire myself out.

  My email pings, and it’s Jonah telling me that Skyler is singing tonight and he provides me with the location. I plan to show up and act like I’m just checking out local entertainment for singles night and that I had no clue she was singing there. She’ll probably kill Jonah, Sadie, and me if she finds out they helped me. I don’t care. I want to see her and I want to hear her sing. She has the sweetest voice; I bet her singing voice is incredible.

  I grab my keys and head to the front of the club. Troy is working tonight, and although I still suspect him of stealing I haven’t been able to prove it yet. I checked everything over after the weekend; the inventory looked good and there weren’t any suspicious bottle breaks to make up for missing alcohol.

  “I’m heading out to check out some local entertainment for singles night. I’m not sure if I’ll be back or not so make sure everything is locked up solid and call my cell if you need anything.”

  If Troy plans to steal again, tonight would be the night because I told him to lock up. Tonight is 18+ night so it isn’t overly busy and the bar doesn’t do huge business because a lot of the crowd is underage. A lot of the 21+ crowd comes around on the weekend when the younger kids aren’t here, but we don’t do too badly so I won’t have a problem bringing it back in May if this singles night doesn’t do well. My bouncers have a hard time keeping an eye out for underage drinking so I put extra staff on to ensure that doesn’t happen in my club.

  I jump in my car and head straight to the club Skyler is working at tonight. It isn’t too far away, but as I pull up I wonder how much they are paying her. It’s a dump, but she’s doing what she enjoys so I can’t blame her. The outside is all dingy brick and it looks small. When I walk in, I look around. There are plenty of empty tables, so I choose a small one in a corner, and a minute later the waitress approaches. I ask for a scotch on the rocks and never even look in her direction. The stage is small and there are round tables spread out around the place, with the bar in one corner. All of the tables only seat parties of two or four so it would be hard to hold any sort of big party here. There are not a ton of people here, and I don’t exactly fit in. I’m wearing black slacks and a button down shirt, whereas the rest of the crowd is wearing jeans and t-shirts or polos.

  Skyler walks out on stage and the music begins. Her first song is from Shania Twain and she does fantastic.

  When she’s done with her first song she says, “Good evening, ladies and gentlemen. If you have requests please let one of our lovely cocktail waitresses know and I’ll do my best to fulfill them.” One of the guys screams out a dirty request and she plays it off well. “Sorry, gentlemen, I only take song requests.” She winks and then breaks into an Ashanti song and I can’t help the smile that spreads across my face.

  This woman can not only sing, but she’s beautiful and can handle the crowd without upsetting them. I sit and watch as I enjoy my drink, thinking about how I’ll get her to sing in my club. That may take some time but I’m confident it will happen.

  ***

  Skyler

  It’s pretty busy at the club tonight, and I’m a little nervous, though that’s nothing unusual for me. I get nervous before every show. I do this all the time and I’ll sing almost anything the club asks me to. I’ve sung country and western, R&B, and so on, and I always have pre-show jitters.

  I walk on the stage to start my first song of the night. I scan the room, and who do I see sitting in the back of the room but Logan. Part of me is mad because I didn’t even tell him that I sing, let along where. My stomach’s doing a flip but I can’t lose it now; this is one of my better-paying gigs and I need the money. I don’t like singing in front of people I know, and that includes hot guys that I like.

  I sing the first set of songs in the order they want me to. During the second set, I’ll sing any requests. I pretty much provide a list of songs I know, and some of them give me free reign to sing how I want and others want me to sing in a certain order.

  I’m finishing the final song of the first half, and everyone is clapping.

  “Thank you, everyone. I’m going to take a quick break and I’ll be back to sing your requests.”

  I walk off stage and straight up to Logan’s table.

  “What are you doing here?” He raises his eyebrows, and I think he’s offended.

  “I didn’t know you sang here. I came in to check out the local entertainment so I could get some ideas for the club and here you are. You never even told me you sang. How come?”

  Why didn’t I tell him? I have yet to land the big gig so maybe I’m not that good, but I can’t tell him that.

  “Have a seat, Skyler.” He gets up and pulls out a chair for me.

  “I don’t have a lot of time. I have to be back up on stage in about thirty minutes.”

  “I guess I better make the most of the time I have then. So why didn’t you tell me you’re a singer when we were talking the other night?”

  “I don’t know. I hardly know you, and I guess I’m shy about it. Plus I didn’t want you to hire me because you like me and then I let you down. I’m not good at promoting myself or talking about it.”

  “Skyler, you have a lovely voice. Do you realize the gigs you could have if you knew the right people?”

  “The manager here says I’m okay and that he books me because I’m pretty and the guys like looking at me. I need the money and I like to sing.” I shrug like it’s no big deal.

  “Skyler, don’t you realize he’s only saying that because he doesn’t want to lose you? He’s breaking your confidence so you won’t look elsewhere.”

  I look down at the table because I don’t know if he’s saying this because he likes me or because he really thinks I’m that good. The waitress brings him another drink and I ask her for some water with lemon.

  “What time are you done tonight?”

  “Eleven. Why?”

  ***

  Logan

  “Can I see you when you get off tonight? I need to run an errand, but I would like to see you after work, even if we just go for a coffee.”

  She rewards me with a heart-stopping smile. “I’d like that.”

  We talk for a few more minutes while she drinks her water, and when it’s time for her to head back onstage I tell her I’ll be back at eleven. I give her a small kiss and I leave to run my errand. Little does she know I’m going to see a
friend of mine about getting her out of this dump and into some better gigs. She’ll start with working my club on Wednesday nights, and I’m pretty sure I can get her at least one other gig with my buddy.

  I get back to the club at about 10:45, and the place is already quiet, so I have no problem getting a table. One of the waitresses comes over but I tell her I’m all set, that I’m waiting for Skyler. She walks off stage right at eleven and collapses into the chair.

  I beam at her, pleased with myself. “Are you ready to blow this joint?”

  She grins. “Absolutely!”

  We walk out hand in hand and are heading to my car when she stops me.

  “I need to get my purse from my car.”

  When she returns, I give her a quick kiss and open the door for her.

  “Where are we going?” she asks.

  I walk around the other side and climb into the car. “Someplace we can have some coffee and talk.”

  I pull into the parking lot to a nearby cafe and find a spot to park. Surprisingly, it appears to be busy for the late hour; then again this is LA. I open Skyler's door and we walk in holding hands.

  We head straight to the counter and I order my coffee, she orders hers, and I ask if she’s hungry. She orders a bagel with cream cheese and I do the same, then we stand off to the side waiting for our food. When our number is called I let go of her hand to get the tray. I spot a table in a quiet corner and head in that direction.

  “How would you feel if I told you I could get you a gig in a much bigger and much nicer club?” I ask after we’ve taken a few bites.

  “I would say how and what do I have to do?”

  “For starters, I would like you to sing on Wednesday nights at my club. Of course I’ll pay you. Second, have you heard of Club Temptation?”

  “Who hasn’t?”

  “Well, I’m good friends with the owner and I told him about you. He wants to hear you sing, and if he likes you then you get rotated into his live shows.”